In between. There’s attachment, there’s readiness to let go. There’s uncertainty, there’s hope. There’s the will to lead, yet still the need to be sure, to get validation. There’s realization. There’s integration. It’s a lot figuring things out. It’s letting the pressure of time, fade. It’s preparation for what’s to come. It has all the elements from the past and it is asking you what to keep carrying and what to leave behind.